Tuesday, April 17, 2007

One Big Whine!

As of yesterday, I am back to eating better and taking my meds each and every day! Geez...why do I let myself get to this point? This is probably the worst I have felt physically. I have not been taking my psuedo tumor meds nor have I taken my diabetes meds. I have been drinking Dew and eating chocolate and many other garbage foods. Now I feel so bad, that I can hardly function! What is wrong with me? Why do I have to get this bad before I draw the line? It scares me cause each time I am in worse condition! A deeper hole to crawl out of! Right now, I really don't even want to try! I am so tired and everything hurts! And exercise...who can even think about that when you feel like I do right now?

Mood...Depressed and overwhelmed!

Sunday, April 15, 2007

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